Saturday, August 11, 2007

Taman Negara

One could not differentiate between being downright reckless self righteous one hearted team spirited with a down right push-over. And that is how I have put it ..the title to my entry about the trip to Taman Negara.
   Taman Negara. I have been here since Friday, at the earliest time, 4.00 am in Jerantut.
The Organizer of this trip has planned this as a celebration of his success of finishing his Master's Thesis. Its supposed to be a toast to both of our success in writing . The trip was organized beforehand one month , and days passes by and now its time to go, regardless.. But still my thesis remained unfinished.
    I could have just said No & somewhat lose all of my friends' friendships for a worthy short while but alas, in my situation right now, No is not acceptable. Anyways, I had done that already in 2004, refusing Rzl's Langkawi trip. It had cost me his trust (forever I guess, mind you) and our friendship only continued 3 months after that.
     A lot of things has been going on in my mind. Obviously, I was accepted to Wisc U and its gonna take me a week to to settle everything from Visa to the flight ticket.
    Its not like me to be handling things to the very last minute, but times like these, has always tested my patience to the fullest.  I need to always, choose with the knife pointed to my neck. Makin crucial decisions at the very last minute and acting it out with the fullest of my capability.
    My thesis was left just like that, and a week's time,thats hardly enough a duration to settle everything. Visa, Contract with the U, Thesis and submitting.
 
     We started the journey at KL Sentral taking the train to Jerantut. From there, we took the bus to Kuala Tahan. Im in a CC here .
 
    Nothing is wasted, in nature.
    Everything that has come, has its reasons.
     And by that I mean everything.
    And I know that love is the greatest power in the Universe.
 
 
  


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Sunday, August 05, 2007

Diet Dr. PK waktu Karnival Islam Hadhari

Ada karnival Islam Hadhari kat sini bebaru ni, hari Jumaat startnya..
kemudian, kami ( I, Bae, CMZ dan Hisye nak g derma darah ramai2) tapi kaunter dah tutup utk petang tu..
Tapi ada pemeriksaan kesihatan..so kami pun okay jerlah..
check..Surprisingly, CMZ has high blood pressure..dan dia dah cuak dah..
 
Bae lak ..Dr kata dia obese.mcm I gak.. Tapi Dr tu kata" psst nak kurus tak?..macam ni...."
 
 
Bahagikan sebulan itu ..
dalam 10 hari pertama hanya protein dan sayuran je..then next 10 days..tambah buahan..kemudian next 10 days tambah nasi..3 camca je..
Insya Allah tuan tuan..badan akan kurus macam Kate Moss katanya..
 
 
10 hari = Protein + Sayuran
           = (ikan bakar, ayam bakar tanpa minyak, sayuran mcm pegaga, kobis, takde kanji)
 
10 hari = Protein + Sayuran + Buahan (epal hijau, belimbing, jambu batu, nenas, papaya,    tembikai
 
10 hari = Protein + Sayuran + Buahan + nasi (3 camca)
 
Cubalah...dan lihat sendiri
I tried 1 hari jer..hehehe
Baik I buat Diet 3hour tu..
 
 
 


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Monday, July 16, 2007

kasut hilang di masjid

hai..
apa la ceghitanya nie..
kasut i hilang kat masjid lak.
solat zuhur tadi..
i terdiam sekejap..
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
siut la..


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Sunday, July 15, 2007

amr's last day

so its been another day since one of the staffs had went away .
going on to a greener pasture..
im gonna miss him, amr and also hshm..both went away..
from the dpt..
and i wonder..well whos gonna be my lunchmate or bfast mate..
kinda sad..
 
on friday i had watched transformers,.
i thot that i just wanted to ask nazf and amr..
jokingly i asked amr to ask the pkpg student
and he did asked them by text messaging..
and then said that i am the one whos paying..
i was damn flabbergasted..
so it was me, amr, nazif and 4 other pkpg students
who were just abot the same age as amr..except for
nazf and cmz who is 5 yrs yonger than i am.
hu hu
 
 
it was the first going out with students..
and amr was the culprit!!
blame it on him..
 
ok its amr's last day..so i guess whatever he wishes..
then we had supper at maulana..
we talked and chatted until 1.00 in the morning i guess.
the stdts hd class on saturday.
so ..kinda pity them..
 
lifes goes on..
 
yesterday
cmz and ishe send amr to puduraya
and then cmz text messaged me about  joing them to klcc
well i hessitated for a while..
cause i had some chores at hand..
then ..its about time for dinner
and i just asked about dinner
they was obliging to aplace that i set
so i asked them to meet at
malinja's nasi lemak
 
but unlike yesterday..
we had our conversations short
and about 11.30 we left the place
i guess its not the same when amr's cheery attitude and jokes..is not around..
kinda awkward at times too..
 
what does next week hold for me.
just wait and see..
 
.....
 


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Saturday, July 07, 2007

musibah yang melanda

asalamualaikum,
semalam cadangnya..lepas kerja nak la gi tengok transformer,
pastu.beg laptop tu i pakai kat bahu..
then..
laptop i terjatuh..pang..
terkejut gak i..
kiranya musibahlah..
terkerjut i..
 
adik i lak..ksh tu..dia dari OU..then dia nak gi UIA lak.
i nk tgk wayang dgn dia la..
i suruh dia g Midval..
 
Bila sampai MIdval teruslah i pergi beratur..
then lepas setengah jam beratur..
baru tahu hanya seat menung ke atas je available..kul 8.00
tapi sebelum tu..ada gak miracle nya..
ada makcik and pakcik tu offer online eticket yang dia dah beli tapi dia tak dapat nak g
i lak tolak jer offer tu..
so next time i guess kalau ada offer tu..
baik i g jelah..
 
hari ni..ksh and mum and dad balik perak..
then i had to go to low yat by myself je la.
then i called amr
dia kata nk tgk dulu lptp i tu..
i agree jelah..
dah la i sorang..
ok jelah..
aku g la upm..
then ada lak rezeki aku
amr dpt kpli so ada la staff yg buat makan2 utk dia
i join jelah sekali..
 
dpt jmpa la ada staff baru yang nk mnegantikan amr tu..
byk gak borak2
pasal BALI
dia kata kalau nak g bali
cuba lawat forum.cari..kat situ banyak hints.
 
then aku g la lowyat..
then hantar kat kedai tu balik..
under warranty..
takut gak
so DOAkanlah u guys ek
aku punya la cuak
thesis aku yg the latest ada dlm laptop tu..
 
then g la times square
ingat dpt tgk transformers..
g tgkat 10..SOLD OUT..
alamak takde rezeki la..
 
terusla takde mood...
hmmm
then tmnkan amr ke jbtn..
so disinilah i taip menda ni..
lepas ni nk  jmpa spri la plak.. 


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Friday, July 06, 2007

Marilah Buat Kerja, Sebelum Anda Dikerjakan ,Besok

zaria: u ni selalu rasa tak enjoy dgn apa yg org suruh buat
zaria: u nak buat apa yg u nak buat je
 
ASK...FEEL..BELIEVE..RECEIVE
the secret -rhonda brynes
..
i have had this book for quite a while..
it was promoted in the star newspaper.
saying..that it is a feel good book that everyone should buy
it will change your life..in just 3 months..
you will see the results..
overall change.. and happiness.
i bought the book..
and yup..it does..
 
 
its the part of the receiving is kinda..sorta hard for me..
 
my friend amr will be leaving me soon cause he got a place in Kota Bharu. for KPLI.
All the best for him..
and its about time for him to find happiness in his life..
 
my roomate has been gone for a week now.to Australia..to pursue his PhD.
and I guess..its been a while..
 
The title phase ..marilah buat kerja sebelum anda dikerjakan besok..really catches up..
i like it..its reality and something i wanted to hear..
 


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Thursday, July 05, 2007

Keep my mood up for study

alhamdulillah..
sebelah petang..i tidur waktu lunch hour and then..i belek2 la file kerja msc i tu..
then..suddenly my rmate masuk..terus i menaip
ok gak la..
i mula menaip kul 3.00 and then i stop kul 4.20 cenggitu..mata dah sakit skit..
tapi syukur alhamdulillah.
 
sebelum belek2 tu..i borak dgn ayie..dah lama tak dengar cerita dia..
so..mengadu domba la sikit..
so i guess that helps..
 
i kul 5.00 lebih..i pun siap2 la nak balik..
maklumlah my rmate tu ..pun balik 5 sharp..
mind u, hes my new rmate..
 
but i guess it helps..la dengan to keep ur mood up
Mood
U
Recall
D
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Review
 


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Friday, June 29, 2007

Bintulu

so its friday already..
one whole week has passed..and
most of it has been onto the course prep of going for postgrad studies overseas
i have heard point of views, different persepectives and those who has made it
against all the odds..
and with the whole family..
they've made it
single mothers..you name it..
one thing they had in common
determination..
and commitment
perseverance
and mood (minat).
thats more than one thing..
 
so i am going to bintulu this weekend..
how's it gonna be
i dunno
whats like
whats to expect
hmm
think GOOD thoughts would help
 
its just a weekend my father wanted
he wanted to fly us all in a plane
to a nearby destination
 


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Wednesday, June 27, 2007

seminar

asalamualaikum
 
today is another day..untuk seminar persediaan tutor kat sini..
so another day..for me..
the brilliant tutor is not around.hmm i wonder why..i wasnt exactly that warm to him..i hope that that wasnt the main reason he isnt around.
well..
yesterday..
my friend asked me to accompany him to his other friends office.
and i guess cause he really asked me..
then i obliged..
 
then as far as i know..before you knew it..there i was in the middle of a
discussion about ..another type of MLM..
and it involves a high cost air aromatherapy or something..
so that guy wanted my friends help for cash..
i guess not logical. and my friend politely declined..
giving reasons of his own
strangley after i went to this building, my nose cant stand it ..
 
so this morning..i woke up with a terrible running nose.my throat was sore..and it was just terrible to wake up to
 
and then i came to the u, and i had this seminar..
the seminar today was alright..
 
the speaker was a lecturer too
he shared his insights of going to us..doing phd
and then..there was this talk on stress management
and lastly a forum on the various experience of 3 lectures doing phd.
 
tomorrow..the committee has asked for the time frame of how we wanted to pursue our studies..there..


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Communication Session

asalamualaikum,
 
well yesterday was tuesday in another day of the gathering of the tutors.
and yesterday was different cause they had a session of communication whereby one of the participant of each table had to present in ten minutes time
well its me..
i had a nervous breakdown in front.
i wasnt that confident
but the things i wanted to say, that was confident to me
the issues were close to my heart. the microbes
i may have stumbled or stuttered
or asked for assurance
and the one thing i didnt do was
  • the ice breaking or
  • asking the audience
so i did quite so-so .not so bad or not so good.
well then when someone..your close friends..said reassuringly that i had the talents to be a good lecturer..then well that makes your day...
well that i shall remember..
 
 


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Thursday, June 14, 2007

attraction

well.when you least expected it..
it comes..it taunts you..
it will haunt you..
untill..
untill when..
well what do you expect?
untill it settles?

a face..
i never forget a face
the feeling..
the heartbeat that once had stopped..
began to beat..
the ryhthmn although, so keeps at a steady pace..

what can i do..
watch it..
feel it..
lie..and be steadfastly frozen..
unable to move..
scantily move
steely eyes..
that will turn a wolverine away..

yet deep inside you longed for it.
wanting it..
and things you cant have
it is the thing that you always wanted
you craved..
on and on..

a face..
is just a face..

i tried to remove it..
but i can't
i shall then sing it away..
cry my heart out
all the while
seeing the face
trying to put words into my mouth
the heart speaks..
and so it does...

sparkling..
thats what i shall describe it..
the feeling of attraction of another
when the feelings mutual..
you can feel it..

but when the other shuts down
its nothing more
than a hollow
an echo..
that strikes back
is your own voice...

I thank Allah that I am alive..
that blood still runs in my veins..
rushes through
whenever this attraction comes
by.....

Wednesday, June 06, 2007

cheers to more success in the future..

Salam.
Well, today,
 
I had just finished writing the minutes of the meeting held yesterday. It was awkward to the max to me. Cuz I have never ever written a minute in my life.
 
Yesterday was the Meeting of the Department and in a sudden rush of the moment, the head of department selected me.." Okay, ...please...come here and be the secretary for this meeting.." awkward as it may seem..
awkward it is...
hehhee
 
Well, before this, just 15 minutes before, I had spent an hour with Amr advising him about self conscious, how to be more confident in yourself..and how to tackle an interview..And on and on I rambled..that was just a few minutes before.
And I guess part of it shows..in the brilliance..the exuberance..of ME..to be picked and noticed by the HOD to be the honourary SECRETARY
ops..was that what I wanted ??..Nope!!
and did I mention I  wore a bright baby blue dockers shirt.
 
Okay so you sat beside the HOD. I tried very best to keep my composure..
and they rambled a lot in the meeting
 
........the meeting ended.....I wrote everything..well almost everything..
only things I wanted to hear..I just cant stand that there is no bacteriologist in the Dept. and me being one.. I felt..a little bit down cause..I wasn't qualified to be a lecturer yet..so...I best kept my head down and kept silent.
 
 
 
And..the HOD just said that she wanted the minutes by Friday. I nodded..(assuringly..I hope)
 
I hessitated..
I had no experience as such
 
I couldnt do it..
I never did it before
are they trying to FORCE me to do something..
o oo
oh no..i felt a mental block coming on..
"come on.. " i said to myself
just one point of the numbering at a time.
just one page at a time..i soothed myself
 
I went on and did the task immediately. Its for my own good to "do it immediately, cause..otherwise you'll forget" the HOD told me. so I obliged..and quickly did it.
 
and so i did the minutes ..by the templates that was handed to me in a thumbdrive..
and i finished it by 4.30 and print it out...
i..but i wasnt sure of whether i wanted to pass it right away (will it invite more errands next time) or may be i should just wait till Friday..
 
 
at 4.45 I just went in the hod office and she came out.
ops..I hadnt time to knock
she invited me in
"come come..lets correct it right now'
 
then she did some corrections.
 
and so I sat there in front of her
like a master student awaiting corrections
feeling like a slave to a master
feeling guilty although i did none
(somebody feel me?)
she was damn polite.." this correction has nothing to do with you, ok, so its just procedure, dont get any hard feelings."
that was so nice
still it didnt stopped me to feel the way i did before
guilty as charged
(tis something I am . not much as i planned it to be)
and the same time
am so effing tired of being guilty. It is not right for my career.
I must do something..
 
she gave me the corrections..
then after had some tea..i went and finished it..that evening..
before i head on home..
its an accomplishment..for me
 
this morning..i had bfst and wanted to print it in amr's lab. but the hod caught me..
and asked me to print in her office instead..
 
 
 
It was a daunting task.. Me having to be face to face with the HOD. Yesterday and now today
 
She smiled all the way.. as i handed out the minuted..
the way I felt was..scared+ guilty as charged..
I dunno I was just being me..
you know me ..
I am guilty as charged..
I havent finished my writing up..just a tad more..
she reassuringly said" now, you know the format and it'll be better for your future doing admin work in the office"
 
after printing twice for corrections..
she accepted the minutes and filed it in..
 
 
thats an accomplishment i should cherish and savor
cheers to more success in the future..
 
 
 
 
 
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Wednesday, February 28, 2007

Trivial

Serendipity- rezeki yang tak disangka sangka
hehehe
 
Today I am supposed to be making short notes on the lab ..But
 I didnt..
bersalah lak..
 
 
 
I arrived home yesterday..
Did some home chores that was always done by my dad + mum
And while catching my breath, I watched Cruel Intentions -Michele Gellar and Ryan Patrick
and it ended at 11.30
Just enough time for me to hang the clothes and then ...sleep
It was a hard day..cause I had Lab work yesterday
 
And although I promised H to make short notes on the last 3 labs..The labs aren't mine ..until tomorrow...(same lab)
Then today I called H and then it turned out he did the short notes on the last 3 labs
And I did the first 3 labs..
Huh...
 
...(sorry for nothing..)
..


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Serendipity

Serendipity- rezeki yang tak disangka sangka
hehehe

Today I am supposed to be making short notes on the lab ..But
I didnt..
bersalah lak..



I arrived home yesterday..
Did some home chores that was always done by my dad + mum
And while catching my breath, I watched Cruel Intentions -Michele Gellar and Ryan Patrick
and it ended at 11.30
Just enough time for me to hang the clothes and then ...sleep
It was a hard day..cause I had Lab work yesterday

And although I promised H to make short notes on the last 3 labs..The labs aren't mine ..until tomorrow...(same lab)
Then today I called H and then it turned out he did the short notes on the last 3 labs
And I did the first 3 labs..
Huh...

...(sorry for nothing..)

Picnic






It was the long Chinese New Year Holiday
And we had a long weekend..that continued through Monday and Tuesday
Emi suggested that we, the group to have a picnic somewhere..someplace natural and fresh.
I suggested Ulu Yam cause its near my house and all the more reason for it. So Emi decided that Sunday should be the date and the venue is Ulu Yam streams.
Emi wanted to cook some beehoon , and we didn't know that he also brought lots of healthy salad, its caesar's salad. The originial organic, aeroponic vegetable especially for caesar's salad, not one but two packages. And also the juicy cherry tomatoes.Complete with the 99% non fat caesar's salad dressing. Plus he also brought fruits (mandarin oranges) and also melamine plates and dishes. He brought soft drinks plus cooler.
I bought soya milk, pepsi twist, mandarin oranges and chyrsantemum tea. Reed made some nice tuna sandwiches.
And Akhir, well he brought his stomach only..hehehe

Emi arrived at the dot, 10 o'clock. Then reed came later. My parents went out to have breakfast.before this we went for a brisk walk in Kepong lake garden.

We walked to through the farthest part of the stream and then settled our things. Since we were famished, we had our late breakfast then and there.

We had a swim for a while and at 2.30 we went back cause its starting to drizzle.

Saturday, February 10, 2007

Learning about life

I met my senior yesterday.
We kinda had a heart to heart talk about our lives and the masters.
She reckon that the masters we're doing is so full of challenges and personal problems that she seemed to refer it as the masters of life.
Learning about life.
Degree is easier. Its a breeze.
Then suddenly you are caught in the same spot, with lots of time and no direction.
Now everything seems to blow your way, every chances, every perks and also every personal problem imaginable seem to breeze its way in also.
She puts people, and work first instead of her needs.
Her need to do her own research or study.
Time flies, responsibility rises, and still
her research remain abandoned.
Same goes for me, I had studied before, and work is something refreshingly new and if I had to choose to prioritize my teaching to my research work. I will do the teaching and marking first.
It is inevitable.
 
For me the research is a pioneering one. The supervisors have high hopes. I had high hopes on the research. I meet the expert Professor. He places no hope for my research. I began to feel down. Then I went for courses. Again Professors label my research as impossible. One could not help but to feel bad and think negatively.
References, limited. Lab supervision none. Writing persuasion always. High expectations -always. Labelled as RA always. Criticism from a supervisor not expert in the area itself. With high expectations , boundless.
Samples too much. Expectations too much. Too much to do .
Time is getting shorter.
Times up. No report still.
 
For me personally, I had tried everything, cardio, jogging, tae-bo, speaking to friends, speaking to families, speaking to colleagues, lecturers, doing everything imaginable, just to keep the spirit high.Still.
Still.
After all the problems I had with the supervisor, the mistakes, the high expectations, the problems of the lab, the problems of references, the research.
Even of the typhoon comes tomorrow.
 
None to blame except myself.
I began to succumb to the Higher power of the Above.
I admit I was too self centered.
I was selfish. I only had my needs to meet. Not the others.
Easiest thing to do is to give up.
Trust me , it is the easiest thing.
But, the pain, the hardwork, the blood and sweat
all will pay off .
It pays ..forever to be patient.
and to preservere.
 
 


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Thursday, February 01, 2007

Climax of the ......day, week, months

Today is Wednesday
and as usual I have lab today
I drove to work as usual
and things began to be too monotonous to me
Yup
I needed to focus
but still it is beginning to drain away the fun in me
I stayed focused..
then i imagined myself doing the planned plans for today
and then after that i turned on the radio..
oh how the music bores me
I should have just burned some music to play

Well I had breakfast with Shm and Amr today. My class starts at 10.
I had nasi lemak
We made jokes yeah..(but still not too overtly over)

The classes got better as the time passes

And after class
I accompanied Hshm to Mines . He had some things to clarify about the new Motorolla. He was so friendly to the sales person that , the sales person offered to do palmistry. That person said I am 27. thanks..hehehe

After noon, i got my claims for the trip to PD and dental. Then I met this Dr. who made my confidence boost to a very2 high level, that I had to call Ay and also Arph just to let off the steam.
And also this blog
So thats the climax of the day..
Alhamdulillah..

Tuesday, January 30, 2007

blackberry, robot carparking

today also i managed to squeeze in little information about the new trendy handphone called the blackberry
whats all the fuss about
i guess mostly about the keyboard
and the fact that you have a shift key
copy enter, alt keys and all the qwerty keyboards
in the small palm sized gadget
so its kinda nifty
the price is all about 1k which is about allright
and it has the ability to surf the net
and megapixel camera
and i guess the blackberry is from the keyboard which is like an aggregation of berried
all's to my imagination hahaha

what else..
and new york's chinatown is about to have robots parking your car..
and the price $24 perday or $400 per month
hmm..talking about buying your own robot
the electricity bill musta been high
imagine a robot arm carrying up your car to the parking space
then carrying back down to the entry point

hmm dont you ever get irritated because of a person's inability of making decisions
well i am one of the victim of such cases
the fact that if affects other person is so upsetting
but for me it is another God's plan of making sure that
I am not into that in the first place
its allways like that for me
divine intervention
well..

and the future supervisor of mine has send in some reading materials
my my my
something strange happened
i feel ecstatic
cause i never had anybody shoving me anything to study that i liked
and i liked this study
and its kinda
well too much
i need to sleep on it

foCUS

i drove to work today..and
i began to think..
things went so fast..
too fast i might say...
especially when i am working
what exactly have i been doing all this while
it seems so terrible of me to be in the *th semester doing my masters
what exactly went wrong

i want to shut all music
i want time to stand still
i want to be
in control
i began by shutting down the music
i am shutting down the air-con
slowly let the cool outside air in
i want to have a peace of mind i want to be in control of myself
i want to define what i wanted to do today and do it
do it right
stop being like reeds in the wind

its seemed that all my life..especially during my study years has been about obeying
i seemed to be in a situation where
i keep doing my best to my ability without any direction
best at shopping
best movies to watch
best handphone with the best deal
best car with the best price at adjustments upto the uppermost level
reading the best gossip
watching the best movies
helping others to the best of my ability
grasping this chance
grasping that chance
meeting old friends here
meeting old friends there
oh..this one i must go
oh this one also i have to be there
untill when...

my energy's wasted for the wrong reasons..
what is my aim..
what is my purpose in life
grasping petty chances when the real deal is slipping away...
what for...
and UTMOST importantly why have i been doing such things..

what if , inside i really wanted to know what it feels like
to be a slow student
what is it like to be tormented
disgusted
scorned?
looked down upon
what it feels like to step into that type of shoes?
whos going to help me
no one
no one but myself
if i am really that type of person
then..it is only hardwork that can help me
nothing beats hardwork

i know cause in my class..
when a student asks persistently.
you see a spark in his eye
a spark of wanting to learn
willing to go
that fuels up your desire to teach
and to become a good ..a best teacher
wholeheartedly
that is why nothing beats hardworkingness
when all the students has stopped doing the labwork..
the so called intelligent students
the hardworking ones are still at work
asking
working
...

i started off this day by shutting down my music and the noises
i calmed my self out of the storms in my head
as i did that
i began to focus
i wanted to do two things today
1. learn the spss for next week's practical
2.write up my thesis

i finish my work today feeling
sore eyed, squinting to every body..(too much computer work)
but I am satisfied
I have learned alot today about SPSS
i learned from a Dr. here at the University. She's good
I found out that it can be interesting
its just that i need to do the exercises to confirm what i have learned

morning -spss -own working
noon -spss lecture by Dr.
evening - the excell part of the lab
day end - eyes squinting

So guys..
Focus on what u wanted to do that day..
if time permits
and do it..
I guess same goes with money...
everybody wastes time..cause everybody has it
but not everybody wastes money..cause not everyone has it.

Thursday, January 18, 2007

lepas jumpa supervisor aku

aku baru je tadi jumpa supervisor aku..ok gak lah..aku dah boleh defend diri aku..so it seems
aku baru je balik ni hah
aku kan rajin
mula-mula g um
petang bila dah hantar surat pengurangan yuran
aku g upm pulak
 
ni pehal yahoo messenger takleh nak on lak nie...
ada ke dr afm kata aku ni tak cari ker tak berminat nak cari seseorang
aku kata aku minat la tapi tak tahu lagi biler
afm kata dia
buat apa nak menyusahkan diri sendiri kan..
 
penat gak ni
aku sampai rumah kul 7.30
tadi dari upm kul 6.20 cenggitu
aku dah macam >< sejam jer perjalanan balik aku
maklumlah
aku dah pandai speed dah sekarang nih
nanti kalau pindah rumah
insyaAllah better kot
 
lepas jumpa supervisor cenggini lah aku
tension..bosan teramat amat
jadi malas
apa dia kata ek
dia kata kalau nak siap cepat ..
aku nak target bulan 2 siap..
dia nasihatkan aku
suruh luangkan masa duduk kat lab um
3 hari seminggu..then sabtu ahad pun buat thesis
concentrate ah
 
 
then ..jangan ada benda kacau
dia siap offer nak kasi surat kat ketua jabatan aku tu
 
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semalam aku jumpa ayie n hubby (ajepp) dan arpah kat midval
kami g makan laksa shack
ayie kasi aku gambar kahwin dia..
dia upload dari data cd yang dia bawak
 
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aku hari sabtu ada ielts test..listening, reading dan writing
then hari isnin lak ada speaking test
Doakan aku ek
 
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