blackberry, robot carparking

today also i managed to squeeze in little information about the new trendy handphone called the blackberry
whats all the fuss about
i guess mostly about the keyboard
and the fact that you have a shift key
copy enter, alt keys and all the qwerty keyboards
in the small palm sized gadget
so its kinda nifty
the price is all about 1k which is about allright
and it has the ability to surf the net
and megapixel camera
and i guess the blackberry is from the keyboard which is like an aggregation of berried
all's to my imagination hahaha

what else..
and new york's chinatown is about to have robots parking your car..
and the price $24 perday or $400 per month
hmm..talking about buying your own robot
the electricity bill musta been high
imagine a robot arm carrying up your car to the parking space
then carrying back down to the entry point

hmm dont you ever get irritated because of a person's inability of making decisions
well i am one of the victim of such cases
the fact that if affects other person is so upsetting
but for me it is another God's plan of making sure that
I am not into that in the first place
its allways like that for me
divine intervention
well..

and the future supervisor of mine has send in some reading materials
my my my
something strange happened
i feel ecstatic
cause i never had anybody shoving me anything to study that i liked
and i liked this study
and its kinda
well too much
i need to sleep on it

foCUS

i drove to work today..and
i began to think..
things went so fast..
too fast i might say...
especially when i am working
what exactly have i been doing all this while
it seems so terrible of me to be in the *th semester doing my masters
what exactly went wrong

i want to shut all music
i want time to stand still
i want to be
in control
i began by shutting down the music
i am shutting down the air-con
slowly let the cool outside air in
i want to have a peace of mind i want to be in control of myself
i want to define what i wanted to do today and do it
do it right
stop being like reeds in the wind

its seemed that all my life..especially during my study years has been about obeying
i seemed to be in a situation where
i keep doing my best to my ability without any direction
best at shopping
best movies to watch
best handphone with the best deal
best car with the best price at adjustments upto the uppermost level
reading the best gossip
watching the best movies
helping others to the best of my ability
grasping this chance
grasping that chance
meeting old friends here
meeting old friends there
oh..this one i must go
oh this one also i have to be there
untill when...

my energy's wasted for the wrong reasons..
what is my aim..
what is my purpose in life
grasping petty chances when the real deal is slipping away...
what for...
and UTMOST importantly why have i been doing such things..

what if , inside i really wanted to know what it feels like
to be a slow student
what is it like to be tormented
disgusted
scorned?
looked down upon
what it feels like to step into that type of shoes?
whos going to help me
no one
no one but myself
if i am really that type of person
then..it is only hardwork that can help me
nothing beats hardwork

i know cause in my class..
when a student asks persistently.
you see a spark in his eye
a spark of wanting to learn
willing to go
that fuels up your desire to teach
and to become a good ..a best teacher
wholeheartedly
that is why nothing beats hardworkingness
when all the students has stopped doing the labwork..
the so called intelligent students
the hardworking ones are still at work
asking
working
...

i started off this day by shutting down my music and the noises
i calmed my self out of the storms in my head
as i did that
i began to focus
i wanted to do two things today
1. learn the spss for next week's practical
2.write up my thesis

i finish my work today feeling
sore eyed, squinting to every body..(too much computer work)
but I am satisfied
I have learned alot today about SPSS
i learned from a Dr. here at the University. She's good
I found out that it can be interesting
its just that i need to do the exercises to confirm what i have learned

morning -spss -own working
noon -spss lecture by Dr.
evening - the excell part of the lab
day end - eyes squinting

So guys..
Focus on what u wanted to do that day..
if time permits
and do it..
I guess same goes with money...
everybody wastes time..cause everybody has it
but not everybody wastes money..cause not everyone has it.

lepas jumpa supervisor aku

aku baru je tadi jumpa supervisor aku..ok gak lah..aku dah boleh defend diri aku..so it seems

aku baru je balik ni hah

aku kan rajin

mula-mula g um

petang bila dah hantar surat pengurangan yuran

aku g upm pulak

 

ni pehal yahoo messenger takleh nak on lak nie...

ada ke dr afm kata aku ni tak cari ker tak berminat nak cari seseorang

aku kata aku minat la tapi tak tahu lagi biler

afm kata dia

buat apa nak menyusahkan diri sendiri kan..

 

penat gak ni

aku sampai rumah kul 7.30

tadi dari upm kul 6.20 cenggitu

aku dah macam >< sejam jer perjalanan balik aku

maklumlah

aku dah pandai speed dah sekarang nih

nanti kalau pindah rumah

insyaAllah better kot

 

lepas jumpa supervisor cenggini lah aku

tension..bosan teramat amat

jadi malas

apa dia kata ek

dia kata kalau nak siap cepat ..

aku nak target bulan 2 siap..

dia nasihatkan aku

suruh luangkan masa duduk kat lab um

3 hari seminggu..then sabtu ahad pun buat thesis

concentrate ah

 

 

then ..jangan ada benda kacau

dia siap offer nak kasi surat kat ketua jabatan aku tu

 

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semalam aku jumpa ayie n hubby (ajepp) dan arpah kat midval

kami g makan laksa shack

ayie kasi aku gambar kahwin dia..

dia upload dari data cd yang dia bawak

 

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aku hari sabtu ada ielts test..listening, reading dan writing

then hari isnin lak ada speaking test

Doakan aku ek

 

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