Warkah

Lagu Bau-Warkah

Takkan lagi aku menunggu
kau hadir di dalam mimpi-mimpiku
puasku mengharapkan dirimu
seperti mereka yang punya cinta

Diriku tanpa dirimu
kau tempuhi penuh bahagia
diriku mahu kau tahu
pedih ini kau tak terasa

Warkahku mengharapkan dirimu
seperti yang aku kenali dulu
setiaku menantikan dirimu
seperti setianya terhadap diriku

Tapiku melepaskan mu
melangkah namun tak berdaya
terusku terus menunggu
cinta yang takkan pernah ada

Happy Halloween 08

How's the weather there?

'You speak of the weather as if, you were avoiding the conversation'

Well actually the weather here is Madison is , really important. The weather for me, will determine whether I will take the bus or ride the bicycle. To wear a hooded jacket or just an ordinary sleek looking jacket. And to chose between a comfortable airy sneakers or just the ones with an leather outer covering. Here there are lots of jackets, sweaters and pullovers.


Remember its a considerable amount of distance it is to go to the campus.
These are the decisions that go about when it comes to weather.
To bring a car or to ride the bike.
During rain, people here wear rain boots and rain jackets and hats.
Snow, scarves, cap, thermals, long sleeves, down-jacket, gloves, snow proof boots. And determination to walk through the snow.
To wear gloves or bare. Caps on or off.

Weather my dear, to me, its not something to keep my mind off things. It is something else.

Time tested. It worked again and again

U have to study for exam
But you are feeling not into it?
Try playing the Holy Al-Quran on the background

Harus ada rasa bersyukur setiap kali ujian menjelma

Harus ada rasa bersyukur
Di setiap kali ujian menjelma
Itu jelasnya membuktikan
Allah mengasihimu setiap masa


I like nasyeed songs. But..
hahaha siap goyang2 badan ni2
nyanyi2 geleng2 kepala hahaha

starting pun dah..takde significant..tukar2 channel? sebab nak mula nyanyi
hahaha
nyanyi sambil bukak2 tie, cuffs ala baru balik kerja
siap tunjuk2 tu kelakar hahaha
buat video klip macam takde tempat lain nak wat
goyang2 kat dapur
sambil2 masak..

pastu g taman..
gawang2 tangan pastu letak kat dada..
tunjuk2 lagi
hahaha

Er..tak sangka kawan kira Pet pun ada dalam video klip ni
siap tunjuk2 tangan lagi

enjoy!
and laugh too!





Mestica -Rahmat Ujian

Dalam derita ada bahagia
Dalam gembira mungkin terselit duka
Tak siapa tahu
Tak siapa pinta ujian bertamu

Bibir mudah mengucap sabar
Tapi hatilah yang remuk menderita
Insan memandang
Mempunyai berbagai tafsiran

Segala takdir
Terimalah dengan hati yang terbuka
Walau terseksa ada hikmahnya

c/o
Harus ada rasa bersyukur
Di setiap kali ujian menjelma
Itu jelasnya membuktikan
Allah mengasihimu setiap masa
Diuji tahap keimanan
Sedangkan ramai terbiar dilalaikan
Hanya yang terpilih sahaja
Antara berjuta mendapat rahmatNya

Allah rindu mendengarkan
Rintihanmu berpanjangan
Bersyukurlah dan tabahlah menghadapi

c/o

Segala takdir
Terimalah dengan hati yang terbuka
Walau terseksa ada hikmahnya

repeat c/o 2x

Allah rindu mendengarkan
Rintihanmu berpanjangan
Bersyukurlah dan tabahlah menghadapi
Segala ujian diberi
Maka bersyukurlah selalu

Aidil Fitri

Alhamdulilah
Many thanks to Allah, who has bestowed upon us so much.
Allah has given us the strength to once again having to go through Aidilfitri
He has given us strength for us to complete the Fasting month.

It is by this power that I was able to go to Eid prayer today.
Alhamdulilah, we kind of appreciate what we could do, especially when my friend in Nebraska, Zi, was totally confused and missed his Eid prayers yesterday.

There are a lot of muslims here, it seemed. Like a whole stadium. They say muslims here lived in pockets. Sporadic and segregated.

It was nice the Hari Raya It was the games that really liven up the mood for Hari Raya.We all should be happy for Raya. It is one of the many achievements that we have accomplished in the name of Allah.

Going back to class

Aghh..going back to class.its like reliving your life once again.
Catching the bus, painstakingly scribbling down every word that the Prof says, every once and awhile looking at the speaker and nodding in agreement.

The strange faces that stare in the huge lecture hall.
This time its different. No more same black hair, brown skinned students. Now, its blonde, blonde and brunette. Most students here.. most people here are blonde. They say that they traced back their roots back to Germany. Yeah, beer and cheese. People here like their cheese very much and beers too.

It was unfortunate that day, that I overslept and woke up at 10.20 am, when the class supposed to start at 9.50am. Shocking. It really gave a little bit of fright of my life. When you could not turn back time. I had sahur at 4.30am and went back to sleep after 6.00am. I set the alarm at 8.30am. And I was sleeping so soundly that I didnt realize the alarm went off.

Thats it, no more sleeping after sahur during school nights. Actually, I tested the alarm a weekend ago and I found that the alarm worked fine, but I am only aware of the alarm sound no less than 8.00am,not at 8.30am And at 8.30 I guess thats where the REM part of the sleep sets in and I am in dreamland (no turning back). Yup, thats true.

Next time, after sahur I shall be sleeping lightly and keeping my eye on the clock always. I never missed class during my undergrad, I guess maybe cause I have a roommate, and when I missed class during grad studies, it kinda makes you not feeling pretty good about yourself. Hopefully, next time, I will be more aware and not miss any more class.

On Tuesday, I callously asked the person next to me for her notes, she wasnt that receptive but she did give her notes. And I thanked her only to get a 'yup!' for a reply. It is after that that I realize that there are some missing parts that she didn't gave to me. After the cold response I get, I was sure wouldn't want to ask her again. And so I asked another student sitting to the right. She was more warm than the 1st. And she was so kind, that she lent me her whole notebook and only asking me to return it on Thursday.

Finally! Someone with a huge heart!! May Allah bless that girl.