One could not differentiate between being downright reckless self righteous one hearted team spirited with a down right push-over. And that is how I have put it ..the title to my entry about the trip to Taman Negara.
Taman Negara. I have been here since Friday, at the earliest time, 4.00 am in Jerantut.
The Organizer of this trip has planned this as a celebration of his success of finishing his Master's Thesis. Its supposed to be a toast to both of our success in writing . The trip was organized beforehand one month , and days passes by and now its time to go, regardless.. But still my thesis remained unfinished.
I could have just said No & somewhat lose all of my friends' friendships for a worthy short while but alas, in my situation right now, No is not acceptable. Anyways, I had done that already in 2004, refusing Rzl's Langkawi trip. It had cost me his trust (forever I guess, mind you) and our friendship only continued 3 months after that.
A lot of things has been going on in my mind. Obviously, I was accepted to Wisc U and its gonna take me a week to to settle everything from Visa to the flight ticket.
Its not like me to be handling things to the very last minute, but times like these, has always tested my patience to the fullest. I need to always, choose with the knife pointed to my neck. Makin crucial decisions at the very last minute and acting it out with the fullest of my capability.
My thesis was left just like that, and a week's time,thats hardly enough a duration to settle everything. Visa, Contract with the U, Thesis and submitting.
We started the journey at KL Sentral taking the train to Jerantut. From there, we took the bus to Kuala Tahan. Im in a CC here .
Nothing is wasted, in nature.
Everything that has come, has its reasons.
And by that I mean everything.
And I know that love is the greatest power in the Universe.
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